What does pregnancy after loss look like?

Pregnancy after loss is:

*Checking miscarriage stats every few days

*Googling every symptom you have over and over again

*Worrying about every position you move your body in, everything that you put into your body or don’t

*Having hesitation about getting too excited

Feeling anxiety with every doctor visit or ultrasound that you haveBeing hypersensitive to monitoring baby’s movements

*Not knowing how to answer the question: “Is this your first?”

*Having more hesitation to buy anything for the new baby or come up with baby names

*Feeling uncertain if you will be able to bring your baby home.

Pregnancy after loss is: Hard. As. ****.